Another Day

I have joined several forums over the net this week. One is grieving parent and te other one is about drug addiction. I have gotten several replies so for and have contacted the people that have replied back. I thought I needed this at this time in my life. right now I feel like I am going throught the grief all over again like it happen yesterday. Its been a year and I feel I like at the beginning. Peter explained it to me of what he thought it might be because I was thinking I was going backwards. He told me is what he thinks, that when it first happen I was in shock and wasn't ready to deal with any of it, I just accepted what my mind was telling me, now without the shock and first anniverary came around I am dealing with it and I feel so mad.....So I thought I better talk to some people that have been through this and share my story , they share theirs and maybe something good will come out of all this. It is getting late and I realize I didn't post in this for awhile and still wanted to keep this blog going even though no one is reading it but me. LOL It will be used like a diary that way I can go back and see what I ws feeling on a particlar day.

I have got the flowers on Khristy's grave but haven't planted them as of yet. I have been doing some outside work because it has been nice this week. Gosh I am smoking too much I can tell because it gives me heartburn when I do, I need to get to bed. Another pic in Ireland to share.