I am going to have to proof read my rambling here, because when I read then after I have already posted I find I have so many typo. I hope you get the gest of what I am trying to say regardless of the typo's .

I have finished my two days of work and find I am mentally drained. Sometimes patients can be so draining. All I do is give give give and when I don't do exactly what the patient wants I get called a fucking bitch. Well at that point I just loss it. Let me start at he beginning. I have this patient at the nursing home that is a schizo. Which she told me at one point that a plane had fell on her head. She was in the royal army. So maybe she has something there. Well she gets obessed about something and she will drive you crazy. I have tried to direct her to the sitting room so she can socialize with other people but she says she is scared of people so she is content on pacing back and forth like a caged animal. She smokes and if you would let her she would smoke continuously. We have cut her down to 6 cigs in a 12 hour period. Cigs are so costly here and her daughter that lives in England and only sends money for certain amount of cigs for her. Well trying to explain that to her numberous times just seemed useless. Pacing asking for cigs and pacing some more, asking for tea coming in the nursing office and getting cigs when I said it wasn't time while I was taking care of other matters. So she ask me for a cig and I gave her one explaining she only have three more left and if she smoke them up before bedtime she wasn't getting anymore. Oh yeah also I have to get on her while she is smoking we have this smoking area she has to go to and can not just walk around smoking. Just one of the rules you have to follow. So I went to check to see after I had lit the cig for her to see if she was where she was suppose to be, well she was there but no ash tray, which she mentioned to me so I told her I would go get one, I turn to go thats when she calls me a fucking bitch. So I got up in her face and told her that was a very rude thing to say and I didn't like her calling me names( LEts face it sometimes I can be a fucking bitch but I wasn't about to let her call me one LOL) So after having my say I just went to get the ash tray put it on the table and walked away. she came to me moments later and said she was sorry for calling me names. The she got obsessed about not being able to pee......AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH

I am so glad I have finished up my work week....I have stories I should post here from my nursing career. Right now I just need to mellow out so maybe in next posting I will share some of the nursing stories I can remember...I am getting tired so will write hopefully tomorrow. This is to my brother I believe I gave you my site here so what haven't you made any comments.... I know your on the computer alot. I will have to start writng stories about you then maybe I will get a comment or two. LOL

Have fun out there and by all means be careful