Today I actually slept until 2pm. I think I am getting lazy. I was up playing different computer games after working a 12hour shift so I think I was just tired. So what have I done since I woke up played computer games. LOL It has been raining today off and on so really didn't get to do any outside work done, even though I have plenty of inside work to keep me busy. But thats my story and I am sticking with it.

I have been emailing different people just trying to keep up emails but Alot of people don;t answer. I might get a email every once and awhile, then I can't remember what I emailed them about. Anyway Peter's older daughter had her baby last month. Its a shame we couldn't have the money to fly out and be with her. She and her husband live in Louisiana USA. They had a girl named her Rachel Erin )hope I spelled that right) she has sent pics and she is so cute. Peter daughter has lived in the USA for over 5 years she move there when I move here. I have met all Peter children and they all are very nice to me.

This week has gone by very fast seems like the older you get the faster it goes. My daughter anniversary of her death is this month. The 19th which is on a Monday and I just don't know whether I should take off work or just on to work to keep my mind off of it.... I have so many first this year and then there will be the funeral that I had back in April 29th of last year. Her father was suppose to put up a tomb stone for her grave. Thats what he told my Mom anyway. I had my other daughter to go check about 2 weeks ago to see if he had done it. Guess what no stone up at her grave. I played for all the funeral at least he could put the stone up at her grave. What a loser.... I guess I will call my mom to see if my other daughter has called her to tell her about the no stone at the cemetery. I don't think me getting in contact with him will do any good. I know he is still upset with me about the divorce. But I don't think the children we had together has anything to do with our divorce should be separate issue. But he seems to take everything personal and the kids that came out of our marriage are paying for it. Not right but what could I do. Stay married to him ???? I should think not.... Maybe not married my second husband(that was for sure since I ended up divorcing him also) Well I can't be blamed for his actions. Is really pitiful that he can't even buy a tombstone for his own daughters grave. He never had a relationship with any of his kids and he still don't want to have anything to do with his children that are living he made it plane at the funeral by not even talking to them. Well he did say a few things to his son but the other daughter he didn't. I don't even think he has seen his grandchildren. Sounds like I am bitter, but I am really not, he has missed out on knowing these beautiful people that I gave birth to, oh yeah at time you think how in the world am I ever going to make until these kids grow up, but there are more moments of gosh I love them so much than there are the bad times. All the mothers out there will know what I am talking about and father also that are involved with their children.

I am posting a pic of Ireland, which is of a dolmen, burial tomb of the druids(I think I spelled that right) Hey give Peace a chance.