Long time no post

I guess everybody that reads this is wondering what the heck happen to me...Well a lot has been going on and to tell you the truth I just forgot about this site.

Last month wasn't very good and it seems like this month is not any better. To start off with my first husband and father of all my children hung himself. My remaining children didn't really have that good of a relationship with him( no fault of their own) but I am sure they are hurt none the less. Around the same time my aunt died(which is mom's last remaining sibling) then mom has found out she has 4 of her arteries are 90% blocked she is 80 years of age and she is not going to get a bypass. Doctors did suggest stints but she really hasn't made up her mind what she is going to do.....

Good thing I have decided to visit Kentucky in September. We have been saving since the first of this year. I bought the airline tickets last month so its a go....I will be so glad to see all my family and friends. I have not been back since I buried my daughter Khristy over 3 years ago.

My daughter Jessica is pregnant this will be her second child, was so excited about being a grandmother again. I thought everything was going good, then this weekend I get a call from her and she is telling me that she is leaving her boyfriend of 6 years and father of the baby she is having now.....I thought they had their differences but didn't realize she was that unhappy. Every time I called she told me she was anyway. Well come to find out he has a drinking problem and she just couldn't take it anymore. She is staying at my brothers now so I know she will be in good hands. I feel so bad for her she has really tried to keep the family together by keeping contact everybody and I hurt knowing what she is going through. My son had a falling out with me for whatever reason I am not quite sure but hasn't talked to me in a year. I did call him when I heard about his dad, but just got yes and no answers from him, like a robot, don't even know if he wants to see me when I come for a visit but will let him know anyway when I am going to be there in case he wants to visit me at sometimes but not going to push the issue.

In May we had friends to come visit from America(well he is from Ireland and she is from America) Had a good time, then this month Peter daughter came for a visit that lives in Canada. So good with the bad....

Peter is trying to get a veggie garden started and clearing land for a bigger one next year. I have been helping when I can but my back doesn't let me do too much hard labor. I do have pics to post just have to download them into the computer from my camera. My mobile phone died that had the camera so I bought a digital camera which takes way better pics. I really don't need a mobile phone anyway. Our jewelry business didn't do so well after all, so we have stopped selling, just couldn't find a good venue that wouldn't cost money and couldn't keep going around to the same people all the time. I am still working at the same place and my citizenship form is finally being processed.

I know I have left out a lot but when you try to cram things that has happened over months things seems to get kind of foggy...