My second posting can't believe I am actually writing here. Well no one has read my blog as of yet. This week was shit.... I pulled my muscle in my back lifting a bucket of coal had to end up going to the doctor I am going to be off work again this week. I am going to have to get pics for this site once I find out how that is done. lol My partner name is Peter an he is just great. Didn't think I would ever meet anyone in my life time that would suit me and we are so much alike it scares me. Just wonderful at least I have that going for me. My health isn't so good at the moment but people have had worst.

I just got a e-mail from a friend that I went to high school with a long time ago. That was really great hearing from her, I wrote her back and just waiting for her reply, also got a letter from another high school friend. We all use to hang out together.... Its so wonderful earing from them. I haven't heard from people that I thought I would hear from. As I said in my previous post that my daughter had died. People that I expected to hear from just didn't bother their ass to get in touch with me. It just surpises me at the people that I thought that cared just didn't. I use to stress out about this but I figure its their loss. I do stil have alot of anger about my daughter death. First of all I blamed myself you know you ask all the same questions. If only I had done this or that and come to the conclusion that there was nothing that I could have done. Now I am mad at Khristy for dying..hopefull I can deal with that in due time.