Looks like I am good at posting once a month

Well I guess I need to post something here or give it up, and I hate to just give it up since I have spent so much time posting. No one but one person puts a comment so I don't know whether the friends and family I sent the site to are even bothering to read it. I suppose I shouldn't be concerned with that considering I do a lot of emails and hardly get a answer back. Some people just don't like to communicate and that is it so I shouldn't take it personally.

I have been trying to trace my ancestry on both my parent side....I joined ancestry.com for a month just to get old records, you can get so much for free then when you want to dig deeper you have to pay, no matter what site you go to, well I have found some information but still have a long way to go. I have so far found my great great grandfather on my mother's side....but can't find census that list who was in household. Sometimes it gets so frustrating that you just want to give up......But I would like to find some juicy story in my family....I do know what mom told my sister(which she can't keep a secret) my sister told me that while my grandfather Coffey was in France during WW 1 he father a child....Now I have no idea where I would get that on record....So my mother had a half sister that was french and no one in my family wants to find out about it except me. Even mom kept it to herself until about 10 years ago. If it was me I would want to know all about it and get to meet this person before they died, maybe they are already dead....That's my family for you. Love them to death but they aren't one's for communication at all.

I am still on the grieving site and have met a lot of new friend's that their child or children have died also, matter of fact Khristy's birthday is Sept 9th she would have been 35 if she was alive. I went through some sort of fog for about two weeks and now just beginning to return to being normal. It seems to happen around holidays, birthday, death dates.....Even 9/11 brought a saddest to my day, well yeah the twin towers were blown up due to human missile in the sky and so many people died that's gloom all in it's self...But that was the first day I met Peter in person so that's a happy time for me even with all the deaths. But then I think of Khristy calling me that morning and asking me if Peter was ok then telling about the twin towers and I get sad again...Just a rollacoaster of emotions going on in my mind once you start thinking you can't stop the thoughts you no matter what you try to do to get your mind off the thoughts....Believe I have tried.

As soon as Molly my dog gets in heat I am going to breed her. I have already made arrangements with these people that own a stud dog. We have went out to met the dog with Molly and they are great together. What faults Molly has the other dog doesn't and vice versa. The woman that owns the stud dog wants one of the puppies for the stud fee. Both of their pedigree are very good. Matter of fact the only two dog that has ever won best in show at crufts in England both our dogs comes from that line. Crufts is the biggest dog show in the world and everybody from all over the world that has a good show dog competes there. So yeah I am planning on getting into show dogs.....Yeah I am crazy.....Let's just hope I win the lottery and all my dreams will come true......